Saturday, August 27, 2011

WHY???

I was reading this blog the other day and i saw some hundered of people posting the reason why they want to be healthy. I also start to think why i want to be healthy , and i thought let me set the priorities. Now here i am setting the things straight for me, why do i want to be healthy or why do i want to be sexy or why do i want to be good looking slim girl.
1 I want to be slim for family especially my mummum, she has spent half of her life trying to make me slim
2 for bhanu who loves me unconditionally but he too desereves a super hot sexy wife
3 i am tired of searching xl size clothes which are not even of my taste
4 i want to feel the awesome girl who is inside me even from outside
5 i am tired of being the centre of joke
6 i dont want people to tell about me and say plz dont mind was just joking , for them fat people are just matter of laugh and i refuse to be their matter now
7 i dont want to get trick photos of me hiding my double chin or flabs
8 i want to love and pamper myself in everyway possible
9 i want to be the girl who makes every head turn
10 i want bhanu to show me off and be proud of me
11 i dont want to be ended up like my patients i want to be healthy and be away from diabetes, dyslipidemia, and hypertension
12 i dont want to pity on myself and feel useless
13 i want to do it because i know i can do it
14 I WANT TO DO IT FOR MY SELF ESTEEM
15  I AM WORTH IT AND DESERVE TO BE BEAUTIFUL

I CAN DO IT AND I WILL DO IT 

BUCKET LIST

I  wish to do some things in this world before i die, i am assuming i will live my full circle of life and die at the of some 75 yrs!!  I know i m being too greedy but what to do i love life. I have some things in my mind which keeps on reminding me to push me to the end to achieve it.May be the wishes i have will seem little too ordinary but for me they are simply too far fetched which i somehow want to achieve in this life time.

If i start naming it here , i can start with
1 to drive a car, and own a SUV of my own
2 to learn how to swim , and go for deep sea diving
3 to go for skydiving
4 to go to Egypt, Disneyland, Ireland
5 to completely explore India with bhanu on wheels
6 to wear a sexy red dress with red lipstick :)
7 to have a permanent tattoo
8 to have a nose piercing
9 to learn something creative
10 to click and capture the essence of life
11 after fulfilling everything if i am still alive i want to go for bungee jumping
12 to learn a western dance form and dance my heart out with bhanu
13 to learn some awesome baking
14 last but the foremost i want to be that sexy "bitch"
life is too short , i believe to love and live to the fullest so that when you look back at your life you will not feel miserable and too lousy that you have just lived with your life, you didn't do much of it or you just slogged all these years. I don't want to regret on my life.
 I will definitely fulfill every wish on this list , i am working for it i just don't want the list to be in the bucket :)

Friday, August 19, 2011

terrific begining!!

This Thursday was not just any other Thursday, i believe i never had these many things on my mind on a single day, i am not a very multitasking person. we have planned a big birthday trip some quality time with each other.
But this Thursday was not letting me even get the thought of my Bangalore trip. i had this presentation in front of the chief i was extra conscious as i was not up to his expectation last time , i had the ward full and lots on my mind, discharges and patients getting admitted and upon all this i had a train to catch at 5.30 pm.
i skipped my lunch, finished all the ward work, gave handover of my ward to the other doctor. i was pretty sure i will get over with my presentation by 4.30 and will easily reach the station on time. now i was looking forward for my presentation.
the clock struck 4 o'clock OK now i was about to start when one of colleague who was also supposed to speak went in front of me and the chief told him to present OH MY GOD!!! i could have just killed chinna for this he actually always crosses my path i was just looking at the clock the whole time i hardly looked at his presentation, ahhh!! at last he finished i was like ok now get over with it ! but to my bad luck all of them were in no mood to let me speak they were discussing the topic and his pathetic presentation ( sorry for that chinna , u also know it was) took 45 Min's and the time when i started was 4.45pm .
i started with my presentation, but i was more worried of missing my shatabdi now it was my turn to answer i was just praying ganpati plz no questions now, so chief said it was so self explanatory it leave no doubt :) i was "THANK U GANPATI"   somehow i took permission and started running by the time i got into auto it was 5.10pm  i was like train should be late i paid extra 30 rs (which is a big thing for me) just to get the auto running fast. he dropped me at the station and his was 5.20 pm and i was running with my back pack, my trolley bag, my camera bag that time i was thinking running on the tread mill has done some good .
i went to the usual platform 10 where all train from Bangalore is boarded but to my surprise and stupidity shatabdi is from plat form 2a . oh now where is this 2a ?? dashing and running i some how managed to get through the plat form and by this time i was looking like drenched in rain and i was thinking its like DDLJ scene but minus my SHARUKH who is in Bangalore so there was no one standing on the stairs to hold my hand so its all by myself. i boarded the train and the train start moving !!  i finally settled in my seat and i cant stop smiling to myself when i recalled the whole commotion !! what a terrific beginning to a memorable holiday

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

let the time take a break !!!

I really felt time took a break, when i was in PONDICHERY!!  This is a small UT, located somewhere 160 kms from chennai. I was there twice and loved both the time. Bus is the easiest and cheapest way to reach , we boarded from koyambedu bus stand. Ac bus was the obvious option, its runs in some particular time, but the ordinary bus can be boarded every half an hour. Taking the ECR route is worth it, the 3 1/2 hr ride passes by watching the shore (which i love the most).
U can find many good hotels to stay u can choose according to your budget, we went for GINGER a TATA group of hotels, worth every penny i must say. There are only few selected places to see but still taking a weekend off is anytime better than one day trip. Transport with auto is little overboard, getting two wheeler or 4 wheeler is the best option available. you can get a 2 wheeler in some 300 rs for a day rent.
After a much excited breakfast buffet we hit the road on our bike
way to maitri mandir
  THE first stop was "AUROVILLE" . It is a beautiful village having lush green trees, maitri mandir and awesome french restaurants. Maitri mandir is a meditation centre , its a golden globe sort of meditation centre , you have to get permission prior to your visit to get entry into the mandir (this we didnot know) anyways you can enjoy it from outside , you have to walk on the kachha road among the tress t see the maitri mandir ,
maitri mandir
but the place is sp serene.we were not in pondichery to meditate  so it hardly mattered. you can shop in the premises of the maitri mandir , but its way too expensive but do visit u never know when u will get something worth and priceless!! there is also a eating outlet and they serve you with some organic juices and shakes and short eat. we just had carrot cake and some flower juice . 
the great banyan and hum





















see the smile s evident it was coz of the big pizza
wood burn pizza oven
. On returning we found a small cozy french restaurant . The place should be named OH MY GOD!!!! for the excellent wood fire pizza , it was the one of the best i had, and the jumbo prawns were complementing it!!
you can find some good shoping stores in auroville, wide range of harems, alibaba jumpers, dresses and all these things are not cheap. its like every girls dream .
Then we were again on finding direction to the famous pondicherry beach, (the pondi people are helpful, infact i think every indian is too helpul when it comes to directions) .
rocky beach

getting filmy
We were little disappointed to know that its a "rocky beach" But to explore the much ado about it we took a walk .We sat on the rocks , saw some small crabs but all in all the waves smashing against the rocks slowly sank us in the beauty of the rocky beach.  One can find all sorts of vendor on the beach, the favorite manga was there (raw mango) . after that we scanned the whole beach area, you can find many good hotels and hangout place.



 we settled for LE CAFE. i did a little research so it was a must visit place. its a small nice breezy outlet on the beach giving you this awesome view and giving you natural music of the waves,you can find all sorts of people eating there. some of them just leisure , some of them gossip with friends, and some like me spending time with their loved ones. I am in love with this cafe. Again when i am visiting puducherry Le cafe will always be on the top.

elaborate menu loved it
papa enjoying his cafe latte
QUICHE YUMM YUMMM

HOT AND COLD
The meat lasagna which we had their was just so perfect, but one negative point was the service . I was not happy with the service, rather i thought the foreign tourist were more imp than the Indian ones to the staff there, but the lasagna , quiche , tuna sandwich, cold coffee , latte and the breathtaking view made us ignore the late service. you just need a book in your hand , coffee and brownie by your side and u just have to "ENJOY".

After a perfect day one , we were thrilled for the day 2 and was wondering what's more in store for us.We took travel brochure from the travel desk and got info about aurobindo ashram, famous ganpati temple, and paradise beach. Our basanti ( red pulsar) was again set to roar with the explorers. :) Next stop  was Aurobindo ashram, its the samadhi place of sri aurobindo ghosh ( i told bhanu may be he is kinda of my great to the power 10 uncle or grandfather)  and my dear ganwaar says with a smile " tum bangali log bhi na " . Inside the premises was the samadhi of the guru , which was beautifully decorated with flower, sad the camera was not allowed, people were sitting there meditating , we also sat to feel the power.There is a in house library and book selling counter, there are various book written on sri aurobindo and the mother, bhanu got the pick, spiritual reading is definitely not my cup of tea or coffee!
bhanu

he is the star attraction

entrance
The next stop was vinayaka temple, this is a very famous and old ganpati temple , on the walls there were engraved mythology history of ganpati and about his life. Outside this beautiful temple you can find earthly representation of the lord , there is a big elephant and all the devotees offer him coconut or banana or grass. we also got a bunch of grass for him. and after eating he kept his long nose on bhanu's head like he is giving ashirwad. After getting the blessings we were damn hungry, so again we started searching for a gastronomic solace, and what did we find??? SATSANGA this place is nicely done , cozy and u can feel the warmth, we had seafood platter and steak and glass of wine which was ofcourse for me and bhanu had orange juice.
bhanu enjoying jis orange drink
seafood platter
hanging there

pyar ki kashti ;)

love the smile
After the pet puja we were charged to had towards, paradise beach, its nearly 30 kms from pondicherry , you will come to a place called "chunambar back waters" from there board a small boat per head 75 rs ticket and after some 20 mins ride through the back waters you will reach paradise beach . Its more like a private beach, less crowded and you can have lot of fun . we were regretting that we had only an hour to spare there, the last boat is somewhere around 5 pm. There is a small restaurant prizes are affordable , but we were not left with any choice apart from chips and cold drink, as it was almost shut down. The time spent there was really good, the whole beach belongs to you I was missing my portblair beaches you feel same there also.We enjoyed the ride in the small boat and the rain :).
The last stop was the famous RENDEZVOUS RESTAURANT, we were so full but we were so tempted with the menu so couldn't stop ourselves from ordering.
lavish spread
no guesses!
We wanted to eat something exclusively so we settled for baked oysters and pork ribs. its was a double surprise for bhanu he had never ever tasted both the thing, whereas for me oyster a newbie. so after 30 mins came the dishes on our table, the oyester looked as if some cheese was on the sea shell , we guessed we have to scoop and eat or we can even suck it out ;). finally we had oyester, we had applied all the ways of eating the real taste comes when u chew it, it was like cheese with bit of some flesh with sea salt but we enjoyed it. and pork is always one of the fav, the soft ribs just melted in the mouth.                                                                                                  


rinky posing by the banyan

so true

some horrible photo tricks :)

salt farms on the way back on ecr

chunambar back waters

some french quarters


WE REALLY MADE TIME TO TAKE A BREAK !! the joy what i experienced was unmeasurable both the time when i visited this beautiful place. pondi will be one of my favorite destination, and it will always be remembered as a special destination for all the whole family and for us.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

life with them

is awesome!!! every person look upto some one or wanted to be cared by someone, or want to take care of someone and finally live their whole life with someone who takes care, loves , support, encourage unconditionally.
 i have 4 of them in my life, and thats my papa, my mummum , my sweet rinky and my shonu :) actually each one try very hard or rather i would say keep trying some or the other way to keep this wide smile on my face
my papa is a darling, i've never heard a NO from him , if wanted a walkman he gave me music system, if i wanted 500 rs extra from the monthly allowance he would give me 1000 extra and would tell me "mummy ko nai batana" . i've learnt the formulla of enjoying life from my dad! after having a mild block the man is telling chalo leh ladhak ghoom kar aate hain :) thats the spirit which i get from his genes! my paternal side loves the fact that i look like my dad (but i still doubt , i don't knw i resemble whom) he is my crime partner.
my mummum is a gift which ganpati gave me for some good deed which i did in my past life ! she is a super mom, i tell everyone i am speaking to you now its because of my maa, its not because she gave me birth story its because she shaped me up, i am very lazy ,easy going, taking life chill pill kinda girl she pushed me and mind it its literaraly pushed me to study, and stand where i m today . she is always there to listen to all my crap whatever is the time , i can cry to her, shout at her(its not on her actually its kisi aur ka gusssa m just exprssing her) i bitch to her, i gossip with her, she is the force which thrives me to keep goin on. yea and she tries very hard to make me slim which i m trying :)
my sister :) rinky actually i sometimes wonder who is elder , she sometimes cribs for silly things but then she becomes a friend and philoshoper the next, yea but harldy i follow her philosilphy ;) for me she will be the baccha (she hates this to the core that i still boss her and dont consider as equal arey bhai she is 4 yrs yonger na ;) so i m the eldest and the boss :), when ever she will read this she is going to kill me . but she is one and only i have got so she is mine .
shonu is everything which i ever wanted , he is the mature ones, sometime uski maturity thodi ghas charne jati hai but then also he is much more responsible. sometimes i even think is bande se achha kabhi koi mujko jhel hi nai sakta :) he is mine and i am his in whatever form i am , the best thing apart from my family is my           "empowered ganwaar " that's what he calls himself . his unconditional love just pull and push me everytime whenever i m stuck.


so this my support system "MY AWESOME FOURSOME"

THE WAY IT IS!

I'm a kind of person who takes life "FULL ON" !!!
According to me and i think most of u will agree that taking life as a new phase every day is much fun  rather than taking it as a monotonous route.
every one does the same thing pretty much, u wake up, do your daily routine, take your ride to your work place , come back, eat, talk and sleep, plus minus somethings which depends upon individual . Do you ever think when every single soul on this earth does the same thing, then why some people have fun daily and some crib, this question is regardless of the money one possess or suffering regarding health. every one has their quota of suffering .
As a doctor may be I've seen people with sufferings very closely but still i find some wonderful patient taking a above knee amputation with a smile of course with anesthesia ;) but i majorly find patients with a small wound crying lot more than the previous one! why is this so???
This all depends on the perception its not that a person who underwent a major surgery don't grieve, but i think few people accept it with all their strength. so if we learn to accept things which is not under our control then i think life will be little better even with a truck loads of worries. please don't mistake me when i say accepting, things which suppresses you and you are in a position to turn things then why the hell you should accept! and the smile is the utmost important thing in one's smile, even "mogambo bhi khush hota hai"
so wonder full people enjoy each and every phase of your life, even when you fight participate with full heart, aise koi jeet jai aapse but if u finally loose it take it with a smile the pain is little less and there is no hard feelings.
wo kehte haina , choti si zindagi hai so in this choti si zindagi have full dhammal,  masti , don't hurt anyone , if u hurt anyone and u feel guilty then say sorry it feels much better than hurting someone.
its not that I'm preaching the way of life , NO m just sharing my feelings and my thought :)
so keep the smile !!